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I wish Id said how amazi

Posted in Uncategorized at 11:24 pm by coldclimate

I wish Id said how amazing you looked before the ball. I wish Id told you ow proud I was. I wish Id bought your flowers, even once, not becuase you expected them, or even really liked them, but because youd have loved it and I should have realised. I wish Id not said a mllion and one of the hings that I said. I wish Id not bee so pig headed at times. I wish Id told you that you are at your most adorable when you first wake up. I wish Id known what I felt. I wish I wasnt so averse to public displays to affection.

Maybe I should remember to stop wishing and just bloody do it next time.
I wish there was going to be a next time.

3 Comments »

  1. Andy Holmes said,

    October 15, 2007 at 6:23 pm

    Say what you wish you had said at http://www.iwishidsaid.com

  2. coldclimate said,

    October 15, 2007 at 6:27 pm

    No thanks Mr Holmes, I wished I’d said it at the time, because saying it now would just cause trouble. NIce idea for a site through - why not implement OpenID through, so I don’t have to register?

  3. [my][home][toon] » Funny how the internet digs up old memories said,

    October 15, 2007 at 6:30 pm

    […] I received a comment on a post nearly four years old, and it stirred up such strong feelings its increadible. At the time I wrote it I could have been sick I was so upset, my heart torn out, and now I read it and realise I’ve not made some the mistakes again, so maybe it was a good thing to write it down at the time. […]

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